(ME UPSIDE DOWN, USE UR IMAGINATION)
Sooo as some of you know I am also an author working on my first book "LIES, LIPSTICK, AND LESBIANS" and it basically chronicles my life as a teen lesbian up until where I am now... look for it soon but here is an insert from the first chapter! Enjoy
LET THE GAMES BEGIN
Right now, I am somewhere in between dream land and reality. I'm alert enough to feel the heat from her pussy on my ass, but still sleep enough not to know if its morning yet or still last night. It feels good to be spooned up with my baby, Especially after the night we had at the local lesbian club, the sleezy queezy. Ke-Ke she's only 17 and I just turned 18 so thats the only club we can both get in. You slide the bouncer a dub and he acts like your I.d. says 21 if you want him too. We are each other first girlfriend, so all this is still kinda new, scary and exciting. We've been together at least 7 months now and that seems like forever to us. Okay let me get back to last night. So when we pull up at the club ke-ke gets a text and from that point on she starts acting weird. Usually when we get out the car, we hold hands all the way until we get to our destination but not tonight, When I reach for her hand she pretends she is getting something out of her pocket. I pretend I don't notice but I do. I just jot a mental note to bring it up in our next fight.
Once we get in the club Ke-Ke starts looking nervous. "Whats wrong bae"? I asked. Nothing just chillin, she responded. I know she's lying! And just as if God he self did it, I see whats wrong with ke-ke Sabrina is there. Now Sabrina and Ke-Ke were supposedly bestfriends in middle school, who had no idea each other was gay. Matter fact while Sabrina ass in this club she got a boyfriend at home, fuckin dick dyke! Anyway the found each other all these years later through Ke-Ke's trifalin cousin who met me, liked me, and then introduced her to to bitch who she would eventually cheat with. For the last couple of weeks Ke-Ke and Sabrina been doing some strange shit, staying out late, Sabrina picking her up from school, KE-KE late picking me up from work in my mother-effin car, but everytime I would confront her she would say "Sabrina not even gay"!
Now we at the club she see this bitch and wanna act like she don't know me like that. Before I know it I had slapped the taste out of that bitch mouth. Nobody is gonna play January Johnson. Sabrina is scary so she didn't even jump in. Everything after that is a blur. All I remember speeding in the car back to the eastside of Decatur; screaming and crying. Really Ke-Ke you gone cheat on me. You gone cheat on me, and every time I felt like it I would hold one hand on the wheel and the other hand would be slapping her ass into the window. Somehow we make it home safely, I park the car and the next thing I know we are fighting inside of my small ass Camry! We eventually went in the house. We were living with her mom then, because she was only 17 and I had dressed finished my first semester of college, I was home for the summer.
We couldn't yell like we wanted so we whispering arguing. She slammed me on the bed and pins me down the next thing I know we are making out, or more so she is trying to kiss me.
Then it starts, she's over me she has me pinned down and she keep whispering "baby i'm sorry" "baby I'm sorry" I don't know what to do but look in her eyes and bite my bottom lip. Before I knew it a single tear drop rolls down my face and I give in to her kiss. Its feels hot and taste salty from my tears. I gently push her away and look in her eyes, "why" "why would you do this to us"? She said "Technically I didn't do anything baby"! Of course I couldn't let it go, I said "You fuckin cheated mentally, you wanted to cheat" If I wanted wasn't a damn thing stopping me, she responded. I gave in again and kissed her lying ass again.
It wasn't a regular kiss though, it was one of those kisses that you put your all in. One of those kisses where you talk in your mind and hope they can hear it. I kissed her while I thought this is real love, she isn't gonna love you like this, im your baby and you are mind. I hoped she felt all that when we kissed. She felt something because the next thing I know she was sliding my pants down, I was trying to hold them up to savour the moment but she was forceful. She slid them down and shoved her finger into my super wet pussy.
"Why are you fighting it, you wet as hell" I couldn't say nothing I let my baby work. She released her mouth from my mind and got in a good position so that she could work my body over. With every stroke of her two fingers I felt in my chest. Ahhhh I'm gonna cry I screamed out. She said let it go baby, let it go? I bit my bottom lip again. My baby start going harder and talking to me, Bitch knew I was vulnerable. She finger fucked me harder and asked if I knew she loved me or not? I reluctanly answered YES BABY. Then she asked "you know you the only one for me?" I SCREAMED LOUDER IN A BREATHY VOICE YES GIRL. Then she went in full jack hammer mode, so why the fuck you actin so crazy, why you always trippin, (i'm screaming and crying this whole time, the only answer I could give was I don't know) "you ain't gone leave so stop saying that" "you mine and this is my pussy, do you understand......................... Yes baby! I said.
I knew she was lying, I knew she had cheated but my pussy and my heart had double team my mind.
-to be continued!
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